Awkward.

Have you ever had that moment when people think that your dating someone one when your not?? I had that moment a couple of weeks ago. My friend told me that people think that I'm dating this guy that I talk to a lot. Then I kept thinking about it and it all came together. Days before my friend told me that I was at church. Since I get a ride there I wait till there gonna go and they leave late. So the guy was there and I was talking to him since there was no one else to talk to. While we were talking another guy was like separating us. I didn't know why at first but it was awkward. We just kept talking and the other guy kept interfering. Then I just left. My friend tells me that people think we're dating and that just made it more awkward since then I feel awkward around him. I had a stupid idea to tell him that since I didn't know if he knew. Turns out he knew. He said there just saying that as a joke. But I knew there weren't. Then my friends keep saying he likes me. And I tell them he doesn't cuz I'm not his type of girl.

Homecoming???

What is the point of homecoming?? I mean you have to wear a dress problem get a limo blah blah blah. But that's just a bunch of money going to waste on something that will last for like three or four hours. Plus some kids don't like the kind of music they put at those things. I mean think about it Latinos listen to different types of music they dance to different types of music. Plus how do you dance the type of music they put at homecoming??? I don't know! When someone finds our make sure to tell me.

Why them?

A hoe! A hoe is someone who goes out with a bunch of guys. I know lots of girls who go out with guys. Some go out a minute later after a break up. Most guys date them. Lost of guys like them. And always want that girl. Most girls like that have a bunch of guys after them. They don't last single for very long. They always talk to guys. And always want to be with one. Most girls like that are hated by many but wanted by lots.

Type? Life? :/

Type!? I'm his type???! Lol I really doubt that. I'm not any guys type I think! I mean no guy likes me.... At least that's what I think!! My type of guy is..,.... Well I don't really know! I could say like gangster type. Just cause my first bf is a wanna be. But I don't really think that's my type. I like guys who aren't afraid to be weird.. Who are funny..... Who can talk about the most random things in the world....I guess that's my type. But i don't know. But that's just my dream boy. I really got to start looking I'm not gonna stay 15 forever. I still got a whole life ahead of me. Only 3 more years till I'm 18 and my lots of my options are gonna close. So if I wanna find Mr. Right I either gotta look now or just wait for fate to come do the work.

Labels!

Have you ever wondered what the name of that fat girl everyone calls fatty or doughnut? I don't know what names but for some reason people always have labels! Some are good labels and others.... well not so good! People get called by how they look or by how they are! But sometimes labels are a good thing. Some determine who you are or what you do. But the times I mostly notice labels is in High School. There's always someone being called by some other name. Some people are given names since elementary school and that name sticks and no one bothers to learn there real name! The good labels are like helping you increase your popularity I guess. Well I don't know really. I'm just so tired of them.

Where did they go?

You know that one kid that not many people wanted to be around!? That Kid that would always be teased at? That kid that no one would know? Well that kid isn't me. So your just there in your English class. Sitting listening to people give there speeches. Then the teacher says a name you know but totally forgot about that person. Then you realize that you totally forgot off the face of the Earth that he even existed. And that in elementary school that kid was made fun of a lot and still is. That kid is always lonely most the time. Then that makes you think about even more people you haven't seen in such a long time you ask yourself what ever happened to them. And you just sit there like..... You feel bad you don't know a thing of where they are.